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Long term (remote)

Long term (remote)

Everything is on the point of decline

Everything is on the point of decline

Poor enunciation

Poor enunciation

The homesickness that was corroding her soul

The homesickness that was corroding her soul

Rosy retrospection

Rosy retrospection

Unmasking alzheimer's

Unmasking alzheimer's

False memory syndrome

False memory syndrome

Isolated lights on the abyss of ignorance

Isolated lights on the abyss of ignorance

As if one were sinking into sand

As if one were sinking into sand

When the dog days were drawing to an end

When the dog days were drawing to an end

Now the night is over and the dawn is about to break

Now the night is over and the dawn is about to break

Von Restorff effect

Von Restorff effect

Approaching the outer limits of our solar system

Approaching the outer limits of our solar system

Past life regression

Past life regression

I have become almost invisible, to some extent like a dead man

I have become almost invisible, to some extent like a dead man

Increasingly absorbed in his own World

Increasingly absorbed in his own World

In the deep and dark hours of the night

In the deep and dark hours of the night

A last glimpse of the land being lost forever

A last glimpse of the land being lost forever

No one knows what shadowy memories haunt them to this day

No one knows what shadowy memories haunt them to this day

Lacunar amnesia

Lacunar amnesia

Persistent repetition of phrases

Persistent repetition of phrases

Losing battle of loss

Losing battle of loss

Equinox eyes will stop

Equinox eyes will stop

Bedded deep in long term memory

Bedded deep in long term memory

A relationship with the sublime

A relationship with the sublime

Camaraderie at arms length

Camaraderie at arms length

Mental caverns without Sunshine (reprise)

Mental caverns without Sunshine (reprise)

Internal unravel

Internal unravel

The great hidden sea of the unconscious

The great hidden sea of the unconscious

Entanglement synapse ache

Entanglement synapse ache

Glimpses of life denial

Glimpses of life denial

And bliss everywhere bliss

And bliss everywhere bliss

Mental caverns without Sunshine

Mental caverns without Sunshine

Loss of want back there

Loss of want back there

All eyes bewildered

All eyes bewildered

Benjamin beyond bliss

Benjamin beyond bliss

$Dusk memory fraction$

Dusk memory fraction

Moments of sufficient lucidity

Moments of sufficient lucidity

The sublime is disappointingly elusive

The sublime is disappointingly elusive

An empty bliss beyond this World

An empty bliss beyond this World

Libet's delay

Libet's delay

An empty bliss beyond this World (reprise)

An empty bliss beyond this World (reprise)

Drifting sublime hope

Drifting sublime hope

Losing loss of battle

Losing loss of battle

I might be vanishing

I might be vanishing

Tiny gradiations of loss

Tiny gradiations of loss

Minimal all you are

Minimal all you are

Empty beyond beyond beyond

Empty beyond beyond beyond

Plaque advanced despair

Plaque advanced despair

All you are going to want to do is get back there

All you are going to want to do is get back there

I feel as if I might be vanishing

I feel as if I might be vanishing

Pared back to the minimal

Pared back to the minimal

Advanced plaque camaraderie

Advanced plaque camaraderie

B5 - Into each others eyes

B5 - Into each others eyes

E7 - Bewildered in other eyes

E7 - Bewildered in other eyes

F2 - Drifting time misplaced

F2 - Drifting time misplaced

E8 - Long term dusk glimpses

E8 - Long term dusk glimpses

C4 - Glimpses of hope in trying times

C4 - Glimpses of hope in trying times

M1 - Stage 5 Synapse retrogenesis

M1 - Stage 5 Synapse retrogenesis

A5 - Slightly bewildered

A5 - Slightly bewildered

C3 - What does it matter how my heart breaks

C3 - What does it matter how my heart breaks

P1 - Stage 6 A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat

P1 - Stage 6 A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat

F3 - Internal bewildered World

F3 - Internal bewildered World

D4 - Denial unravelling

D4 - Denial unravelling

F8 - Mournful cameraderie

F8 - Mournful cameraderie

H1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

H1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

E5 - To the minimal great hidden

E5 - To the minimal great hidden

O1 - Stage 6 A confusion so thick you forget forgetting

O1 - Stage 6 A confusion so thick you forget forgetting

K1 - Stage 5 Advanced plaque entanglements

K1 - Stage 5 Advanced plaque entanglements

B2 - An autumnal equinox

B2 - An autumnal equinox

B3 - Quiet internal rebellions

B3 - Quiet internal rebellions

B4 - The loves of my entire life

B4 - The loves of my entire life

F1 - Gradations of arms length

F1 - Gradations of arms length

C1 - A losing battle is raging

C1 - A losing battle is raging

J1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

J1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

F4 - Burning despair does ache

F4 - Burning despair does ache

L1 - Stage 5 Advanced plaque entanglements

L1 - Stage 5 Advanced plaque entanglements

B6 - My heart will stop in joy

B6 - My heart will stop in joy

E1 - Back there Benjamin

E1 - Back there Benjamin

E2 - And heart breaks

E2 - And heart breaks

F6 - An empty bliss beyond this World

F6 - An empty bliss beyond this World

C2 - Misplaced in time

C2 - Misplaced in time

E6 - Sublime beyond loss

E6 - Sublime beyond loss

A2 - We don't have many days

A2 - We don't have many days

G1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

G1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions

A3 - Late afternoon drifting

A3 - Late afternoon drifting

B1 - All that follows is true

B1 - All that follows is true

D5 - The way ahead feels lonely

D5 - The way ahead feels lonely

F5 - Aching cavern without lucidity

F5 - Aching cavern without lucidity

Q1 - Stage 6 Long decline is over

Q1 - Stage 6 Long decline is over

C5 - Surrendering to despair

C5 - Surrendering to despair

A6 - Things that are beautiful and transient

A6 - Things that are beautiful and transient

E3 - Hidden sea buried deep

E3 - Hidden sea buried deep

A4 - Childishly fresh eyes

A4 - Childishly fresh eyes

D3 - Last moments of pure recall

D3 - Last moments of pure recall

F7 - Libet delay

F7 - Libet delay

E4 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie

E4 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie

D1 - I still feel as though I am me

D1 - I still feel as though I am me

R1 - Stage 6 Place in the World fades away

R1 - Stage 6 Place in the World fades away

D2 - Quiet dusk coming early

D2 - Quiet dusk coming early

I1 - Stage 4 Temporary Bliss State

I1 - Stage 4 Temporary Bliss State

N1 - Stage 5 Sudden time regression into isolation

N1 - Stage 5 Sudden time regression into isolation

A1 - It's just a burning memory

A1 - It's just a burning memory