Okay, this is my first video, so forgive me if it sucks.

Jake, I love you. I couldn't tell you how much even if I tried. You'll always be that funny guy who can always make me smile when I'm sad - or happy-. I look forward to September 15th, which is the day I'll see you. There, infront of me, onstage.
People tell me all the time that I should forget it, that I'll never get to meet you, that you'll never know who I am, but I don't care, 'cause what I feel is love. It's a good kind of love, the one that I don't mind feeling it, the one that's, well, good to me.
I believe that I'll talk to you someday, that I'll get to take a picture with you.
All the love songs in the world, all the "I love you", they wouldn't be enough to tell you how much you mean to me. I'll always be there for you, even if you don't need me.
Please, just please, never change. Okay, change, but for something good. Never stop being that guy who takes funny pictures, who says funny things, who makes my life better only by breathing.
I wish I could make you smile, just like you make me smile.
I don't know everything about you, obviously, but I love what I know. I also know that you are not perfect, you have your bad moments, everyone does, but I think that that's what love is all about, right? Knowing that the person you love is not perfect, but loving him/her anyway.
You may never read this, and if you do, you may forget about it, I know, but, man, it's okay. And one day, when we see each other, I can't promisse to give you an expansive gift or something that may be usefull for you, but something that came from my heart, 'cause I guess that's what matters, right? I'll try my best, I swear.
Like that song from Every Avenue says: "i'm always coming back, you can bet on that, you're the only place I call home. Near or far, where you are is where I want to be".
You're not the guy of my dreams, I'm sorry. You're better. You're real.
Jake, without you I am miserable at best.

Love, Júlia (@fuckingsarti).

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