Oh, the desire to be observed!
I was having a terrible time that day, and at some point, all the anxiety of participating in life and interacting with my fellow A-hole human beings became too much!

So I laid on the grass and gazed up at the sky. I reminded myself that people have it so much worse than me, and if their suffering doesn’t matter, neither does mine—none of these matter. I am just experiencing things and that made navigating through the rest of the day less painful.

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