Im not in the right mood or right state of mind atm, but the people who made this happen deserve this video to go public today.
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(fandom.com was gonna do part 1, but he/she never replyed so i did it myself, i hope she doesnt mind)
I hate everything rn, most of all myself. My body, my mind, my thoughts. My ed just suddenly took full control over me today and for a while i thought i was actually getting better, making progress, beating it. It sucks when you for a moment think you're strong, but then your mental illness just creeps up on you and hits you at the back of your head without any warning. The only thing that feels like the "right thing" is working out. Sorry, i dont wanna trigger anyone but still this is my channel and sometimes its so hard for me to talk to people i know when its like this, and i wanna be honest and open since that's what i always prefer others to be. Thats why writing it here, i at least get it off my chest without bothering anyone and everyone can just read this and forget about it. I'm going to the gym at a Friday night...that's depressing for sure.
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