#More than anything continued .... I just had to be quieted & examined, backed off leading worship, exposed myself to God's searching by his word
Hebrews 4:12
For the word of God is alive and powerful....It exposes our innermost thoughts and desires.
All it takes is your yes unveiling yourself to discipline, instruction, rebuke & correction by scripture, it leaves nothing unturned.The vhayolence 🏹 in the word is nice-bitter-sweet 😂 confronting beliefs,desires, pretensions, actions & thoughts that are not of him.
Reading of the word seizes to be a ticking bible reading plan scorecard, religiously rushing with the plan.God speaks to us & sometimes we rush before he is done with the current
& it appears as if he is silent ,you might have to stay there until it (word) becomes.
It could be on one chapter for a month 😜😜,in other seasons on one verse.I was okay with not understanding, being vulnerable & weak unto God, my times of need which I humbly engaged GOD as my father just as I am, honest with my shortcomings ,hard & painful.Sometimes I did put up a fight I was defensive & hard heartened.Did that change his word? nope , I kept seeking him in my ways 🙏 Lord , I have declared to you my ways; will you teach me your ways?
Psalm 119 :27 When I told of my ways, you answered me; teach me your statutes! Make me understand the way of your precepts.
Total obedience when it doesn't make sense &when it hurts, a continuous process of daily dying to self. My view of worship changed.The first time the word “worship” appears in the King James Version is Gen 22:5 Abraham told his servants he would go worship on the mountain with Isaac.When he worshipped we are not told of a song ,a dance ,it was in obedience to God's word.True worship is expressed in our obedience to the word ,there is no worship to talk about outside his word .Develop a culture of reading and obeying the word .On this understanding my worship posture foundation is laid and journey continues....
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