Just read the description. Please c:


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Last month i became aware of a story called Background Pony, thanks to FritzyBeat and his song Time Lapse. Naturally, it caught my attention and soon discovered more songs inspired by the fanfic, from artists such as AndTheRainfall, Neighsayer and Ponky Piano. That moment i decided to give the story a shot.

A week later…i was crushed emotionally in so many levels. This story hit so hard on many things i can relate: Being forgotten by someone who was my best friend, being powerless to help someone that was in need, and most of all: reminding me how precious is time, and how i've wasted a lot of it on a useless addiction that numbed me emotionally, to a point i thought i could not go back. It was not so long ago that i started fighting it, regaining control of my life, and this story reminded me that i'm still capable of feeling and i'm not too far gone. And that…That is a strong motivation. If you're reading this: Thank you Shortskirtsandexplosions, for indirectly helping me in a way i never expected.

And of course: Thank YOU guys for listening to my music, for…just being here. Thanks :)


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Credits:

Thanks a lot to my friend Sable Symphony for providing screaming vocals! [ Ссылка ]

Breathtaking artwork by Seyllah: [ Ссылка ]

Background Pony written by shortskirtsandexplosions. You can read it here!: [ Ссылка ]


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Lyrics:

I can’t recall
All the time that i spent here
A ghost of a smile is the only gesture i’ve received
I won’t try getting close with you
I won’t lie, i really miss you too
But i know this curse can’t be undone

Fade…
A cruel act of fate
I dont feel like myself
I have to find my way home

Breathe…
Remind myself to feel
What i feel: Is it real?
I fear i’m slipping away again…
Not again…

Fade…
A cruel act of fate
What has become of me?
Why cant i find my way home?

Been dwelling in a dream…
This can’t be reality

When i had you, i sent you away
Left me alone with my despair
I wish i could stop being so hurt
And touch this world with more than words

Sounds of chains that keep me awake
Pulling me back to a mindless state
This burning cold is all i know
A pain that will not let me go

Fade…
A cruel act of fate (Wasted years)
I’m no longer myself (No more tears)
I’ll never find my way home

No memory of you and me


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Free download or buy the track here!: [ Ссылка ]

I made a Discord server by the way, click here if you want to join huhuhu: [ Ссылка ]

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