Hey guys! So It's been awhile since I've uploaded videos, and I've been getting some messages questioning why that is. Thank you so much for your feedback. There aren't many of you, but for those of you who do follow my music and care enough to say something to me personally, you have no idea how much I appreciate that! So I thought I'd go on a little rant about why I've been offline for so long. For the past year or so I've been having some issues with my voice, (laryngitis, tension, loss of range, etc.). I went to a few different doctors to see what it could be, because it was progressing into something different then laryngitis. No one could give me a direct answer. I then pushed through my issues and practiced to apply to music school here in Portland where I'm currently living. I was accepted, and took the summer off to rest my voice before classes started. But as soon as term began my voice issues came back full force. My professor had me drop out of all singing related classes and choirs until I could see another specialist. Turns out I have a condition called Muscle Tension Dysphonia. It was caused by the overworking of my voice during and after having laryngitis. (Completely my own fault). It's not super common for singers, which is why it took so many doctors visits to figure out what my issued was. But Im pleased to know that after a few voice therapy sessions I should see my voice going back to normal.

At any rate, thank you to anyone who read that little rant of mine! I'm eager to get back into music and uploading again soon. This song is so beautiful, and in my interpretation of the lyrics, I felt like it kind of related to this whole situation in a way, so I decided to upload it. Theres a couple cracks here and there, but for the most part It was a better one of my singing days which are always an awesome feeling. Thank you again to those of you who follow me! I appreciate it more than you know.

lyrics

So, here's my response to all your givings, found something I need to keep.
Bound, bound to be hard and dark in places, found something I need to keep.
Wait a while, wait a while, but sign on, won't you,
Come around, come around and fight for, this is,
Different, different, I'm hoping.....
Caught under the back it left me helpless, start to question my only friends.
I walk in the presence of a goddess, walk further and you will mend.
Wait a while, wait a while, but sign on, won't you,
Come around, come around and fight for, this is,
Different, different, I'm hoping.....
....and I try to test my thoughts,
it's circular of me.
Forget everything I'm taught,
There's possibility.
I'm unaware, all overwhelmed, biding my fear and flight.
Climbing the ropes, of which I'm too scared to cope,
She shines an emerald light.
Wait a while, wait a while, but sign on, won't you,
Come around, come around and fight for.
Wait a while, wait a while, but sign on, won't you come around and fight for.....

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