My experience with the tetracyclic antidepressant mirtazapine, a discussion of its side effects, and what my psychiatrist wants me to try next that might finally help me get answers to my medication sensitivity problem.

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Additional notes: Thanks to mirtazapine, I missed out on going to a gig Sunday night! I wasn't well enough in time and it wouldn't have been safe to go out not knowing if I'd doze off in a bad place. And sure, it's not a big deal, there'll be other gigs, but it was one of my goals to get me out of the house more, and I wasn't able to even try to achieve it! I should have waited until today to try this medication, and in future should be smarter about the timing of these things. And that's what's really frustrating about bad side effects, they essentially put my life on pause, including all the practical things I've been trying to do to get my life back on track. Even the extra sleep had no value, because I still woke up with no energy, and actually feeling a lot worse. I'd really rather get no sleep than get _that_ sorta sleep. Also one point where I _miiiight_ just care about weight gain... I have so many nice goth clothes in my current size!! Hahaha I mean I haven't been wearing them anyway, but it _would_ be rather inconvenient if I couldn't fit any of them all of a sudden...! 😅

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