you decide to walk home from the party because well lets be real, one, youre not in the mood for this crappy party and two, youre feeling silly so, when your crush who lives next door calls you over to have a little chat, you sort of light up, and justifiably so, because he misses you dearly!!!
__
hi wow its been awhile hasn’t it? i want to start off by thanking you for being patient as always. i haven’t been doing all so well mentally and felt, perhaps, some form of break was needed for me. on the other hand, i really hope everything is well with you and life’s treating you nicely, and if that happens to not be the case, please sit back and enjoy the audio!
ive been pretty busy with work, and had some really nice outings with my friends, but in the end, im really tired and its been especially draining recently. so, it is finally nice just to have some downtime to myself and create these audios that i’ve missed doing so much. i’m so grateful for all of the comments and support, particularly on how understanding everybody is. i do worry that i’m disappearing for too long and ill promise to keep in touch every now and then if life gets in the way.
BUT in other news, as in more rather exciting news, I got a tattoo maybe a few weeks back, and i may have gotten another one the week after… and may have booked another one just in two weeks from now. LOOK, i can explain myself. alright honestly i cant explain myself but it isn’t my fault that tattoo artists are just that good at their jobs - they’re all so amazing aren’t they? awesome, im so glad we’re on the same page … so more tattoos, right? and i know I know, mai isn’t posting at 3am est - yeah wow! it’s no clickbait im actually uploading this at normal human time! where you know, people are actually alive and the shadows aren’t lurking at night
but with that being said, regardless of where you are in the world, if it’s morning, night, afternoon, 3am, i do love you all. and even if youre studying, commuting or snuggling up under the covers, please please please stay safe and be mindful of your surroundings! love you and hope to see you again soon!!
mai
p.s. i was indeed in a silly mood when making this audio
__
music used
thug meditation - abhi//dijon
i wanna know - regency kids
cruisin - d’angelo
velvet light - jakob
how r u sleeping - shye
female energy, pt.2 - willow
![](https://s2.save4k.ru/pic/7TlCKuUzuC0/maxresdefault.jpg)