গিয়েছিলাম রেড ফরট্রেসে, অর্থাৎ Easy West University তে EWU Business Club-এর আমন্ত্রণে একটি সেশন নিতে। খুবই ক্যান্ডিড একটা অডিয়েন্স পেয়েছি আর ক্যাম্পাসের পুরো আবহটাই সুন্দর ছিল।
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1. Ajke Notre Dame College campus tour diye ashlam, maybe kalke video ta upload dibo
2. Habib Chachar sathe dekha kore ashchi. Tar sathe video korsi. tiktok e upload dibo.
3. I'm extremely tired. I have travelled a lot in the last 2 months. Ami next 2 weeks off nichi to focus on my work. I wish I didn't have my leg injury. Hat te or douraite parle mind onek fresh thake.
4. Ami majhe majhe love letters pai. Ami chinta kortesi name na mention kore can I read those on tiktok. I don't know how to handle these. SO ami non-responsive thaki. But, there must be a better way to handle this. I wish I could have conversations with these people without the sexual tension.
5. Evil is not the opposite of good/love. Ei jinishta onekdin ami chinta korsi conceptually. Ajke figure out korsi. Like spiritual gurura to bolbei je love is eeverything. But, I always thought that this is just a biased and obvious inclination from the gurus. But, now I understand arki.
6. ajke oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekdin por. like 3 months por duita boi kinlam. Ami boi pora off rakhar kotha aro 2 weeks. But kine rakhlam, porbo.
7. I've decided je September 1 theke ami daily ekta kore page niye video kore tiktok e dibo. Since I'm more and more being able to ignore the comments AKA caring less about judgements, I think I can improve my mental morale and experiments as well.
8. Now I'm gonna get a shower. Then Dinner. Amar kache ekta camomile tea ase friend dise. Eita khaile bole onek relaxed lage. Ami cha-coffee khawa chere disi but I'll make an exception for this tonight.
9. Ami ei video ta gotokal banaisilam. But BD er khela thakar karone upload dei nai.
10. Losing the will to live doesn't necessarily mean being sooeesaaidal. Nothing to live for is anxiety inducing if you're connected with your ego. The ego needs to have a purpose to exist. If it doesn't have any, it creates one. The concept of 'nothing matters' can elicit different responses from people. Mostly people would prefer that 'something at least matters'. But maybe there's a leap that you can only when you can put your ego aside and accept that nothing matters. At that point, you are free to do anything. Maybe that's the only time you would do things on your own rather than let you ego choose things for self-preservation.
