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A song about a good fleeting feeling.

A collaboration with KLOY. [ Ссылка ]



~words~
Sometimes
When I'm all alone
I hear a tone
That starts off low
Then slowly grows

In my head the song starts
Then it moves towards my feet
Then it spreads into my heart
Then they both begin to beat

It's a steady beat, a melody
A sound, a tune, a theme, a
A symphony, a, a cacophony?
Playing just for me

It's an orchestra [1]
I hear an orchestra play
I don't hear this very often
Sometimes every few days
Sometimes every few months
Sometimes just once a year
And when it leaves me I fear
It will never reappear
But it does because
it's always there
I hear an orchestra play
But the song is so rare

And it sounds like
Hearing again and and and
And it feels like
Feeling again and and and
And I know I
I can breath again
I can speak again
I can scream again

Most days
I just hear silence
But when it plays
I know that I am
Gonna be okay
I know that I am
Deserving of some sympathy
Deserving of a symphony

And
It sounds like
Facing my worst fears
And it sounds like
All of my worries disappeared
And it sounds like
My future just became clear
The music blasts away my tears
I hear the audience cheer
Cause
The conductor is here [2]
I hear his commands
The music ebbs and flows
With the sway of his hands
And I demand that he stay
Keep the band here today
But I fear I will never understand
Why some days I hear the band

And some days I just hear white noise
And it is drowning out my voice
Do I hear this song by choice? [3]

It's so easy to hear no music at all
To live a life without sound
So muted and small

But right now I hear an orchestra play
And right now I know the right words to say
I hear an orchestra play and my mind is in bliss
I hear an orchestra play and it sounds like this

I hear an orchestra play and my heart starts beating
I hear an orchestra play but the sound is fleeting

I wanna hear the song all night
I wanna hear it every day
But it plays too short a time
And then
It goes away
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~footnotes~
[1] Hopefully it's clear but the orchestra basically represents a good feeling that comes, stays for too short a time and then leaves.
[2] The conductor is whatever it is that brings the orchestra in the first place. Unlike the speaker, the conductor has control over the music. The conductor could be God, the speaker himself, or whatever it is that brings the music in the first place.
[3] Does the song come and go for no reason? Or is there a reason that some days I wake up feeling good and some days I don't?

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