Hey, this one's about how mental illnesses affect our life. Sometimes, it just feels unbearable and you want to give in to your personal bully. This year was such a mess and I just hope that we'll have a brighter sun shining for us during the next year. This song really means a lot to me and I love it as much as I hate it.
Please take care of yourself! Never forget, that you're valid and important. You deserve to be happy, no matter what anyone (that includes that vexatious bully) tells you. Thank you so much for listening to this song, have a good one, and stay glorious
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Original Song written and composed by Rotar

Instrumental arranged by Rotar
Vocals by Rotar
Mixed/Mastered by Rotar
Video by Vidaka Draws & Rotar
Illustration by Vidaka Draws
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
What if I stopped
Pretending that I would not care
That they're having fun right now while
I'm just sitting here
Wish that I could have a friend
With whom I'm not afraid to spend
Some time and
leave this world behind

[Chorus]
Dear Bully, you can break my brain apart
Wish I had ended it at the start
Anxiety knocked him out of my life
And I'm afraid not to survive

[Post-Chorus]
I imagined us
Up in the sky
But behind each promise is a lie

[Verse 2]
Why can't I stop
Turning love to awkward smiles
But why am I complaining I should
Just enjoy my life
It's like a painting in the rain
Dry it, but it never looks the same
Again and
You can't make a change

[Chorus]
Dear Bully, you can break my brain apart
At least that would ease the pain for my heart
Anxiety knocked him out of my life
I wish that I could just survive

[Bridge]
And the best years of my life
Look how they've been spent
I've had chances for my dreams
But I just wasted them

[Chorus]
Dear Bully, please just break my brain apart
Why did I ever fall for love?
By myself, I knocked them all out of my life
And maybe I do not want to survive

[Outro]
So, now I can see
Why all my friends leave
Cause there's always someone better than me
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An infinite amount of gratitude goes to:

Vidaka Draws:
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My friends

Every one of you!
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You can contact me here:

E-Mail: rotarmusic15@gmail.com

Discord tag: Rotar(hashtag)7165

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