I'm not going to lie, getting pregnant was really hard. But in this video, you're going to learn how i got pregnant and what it took for me and my husband to finally have our rainbow baby.
I felt it was important to share my full fertility story with you so you can get to know me and my story.
I suffered with secondary infertility after a twin baby loss at 16 weeks. We tried for 20 months to get pregnant, it was soul destroying.
THE TEARS MANY DON'T TALK ABOUT
Tears each month were a regular occurence for me.... Another negative test,
Another pregnancy announcement,
My period,
A few drinks with friends...
I WOULD HIT ROCK BOTTOM AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH
These are the moments that hurt so much that many of us struggle to talk about, these are the tears of someone struggling with infertility.
This picture actually makes me feel so sad inside, I remember exactly how I felt... i felt it so often.
In this picture, it had been 20 months since losing the twins and no matter what I tried pregnancy just wasn't happening for us.
I took this picture to share it on my social media but to be totally honest, I wasn't ready... and quite frankly I wasn't brave enough to leave my self open and so vunerable.
The struggles of someone dealing with infertility is heartbreaking...
Entering the same cycle every month,
Week 1 hope,
Week 2 excitement
Week 3 symptom spotting
Week 4 heartbroken again.
Everyone tells you to relax but you can't...
Everyone tells you it WILL HAPPEN but you don't believe them....
More people you know WILL be going through this cycle month in month out... BE KIND ALWAYS 🌈🥰💗
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