I met you unexpectedly and you were given to me by purpose. 1 year doesn’t seem that long to many people but we made so many memories. I want to remember us. The best year I ever had is with you. We dated for a year dreaming of good future together. I kept on reminiscing the memories I had with you. These pictures were captured simply a glimpse and a second but my heart captured everything just like a film recorder. When I was a little girl, I always dream of my Prince Charming, that I will walk down the aisle and start the best love story anybody could hope to have. We were almost there love, just 2 more years. One of your bestfriends told me about your plan for us, that you will propose to me on April 2019 maybe you chose that month because of our same birthday month. Your bestfriend told me that you were crying when you were telling that you will marry me, that I'm the one you want to spend your whole life with, that you envisioned us together in the near future. You also told him that you want to be the one who will sing the song "The Last Time" when the time that the doors will open and I'll walk on the aisle to get closer and closer to you. I can't explain what I'm feeling, it's mixed, I feel so grateful and happy because I know I'm the woman you will marry and will spend the rest of your life with but on the other side it hurts me, it kills me 'cause I know it will not happen anymore. I know we cannot fulfill our dreams together anymore. You have shown me what love is and what it feels like to be loved. We were the kind of couple that could have fun doing nothing. We just wanted to be in each others presence, that’s all we needed. I will always be glad for the way you came around and showed me the kind of man I didn't believe in does exist, for the way you held me in the dark and kissed me in the light of day, for the way you kept me safe. Thank you for all the memories. You made me the happiest girl on earth. I'm so lucky and grateful to be loved by you, who made me feel the true love which is pure, whole and unconditional. I know that you're never gonna comeback but my heart still feels that you're just somewhere, somewhere close to me just like beside me. If you ever think of coming back, I will always be here just as I said I would be. Wait for me in another world, somewhere far away, a world where we could still be together. But in this life, in this world, I'll let the broken pieces of us rest in pieces. I wish that our love was a book, and I could edit the ending and make it a happy one. The pain never stops. I guess I just need to learn to live with the pain. I hope I will be able to move on and make you proud like you always believed I would. Maybe our love will always feel unfinished. And I won’t lie, I pray that we will find our way back to each other someday I pray that maybe this road we’re taking is part of the path that will eventually lead us back together. The best year i had was the years with you and these will be treasured and remembered forever. Even if we are not together physically, but our souls are forever connected to each other. You will always be just a heartbeat away. I'll always love you my love in heaven.
