well thats that.. my remake of the first animatic ive ever made
imo this is so much better than my first green one
i like to call that one the “low quality animatic” had horrible audio, goodish art, and new at editing, and generally a newbie at animatics.
im so much better now

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in honor of a day:

let’s tell the story of October 31, 2019. Two of my friends and I decided to have a sleepover for Halloween. At first it was really fun. But as the night went on I felt like they were talking to each other much more than me. They we’re making references and jokes of things I didn’t know about. when we went trick-or-treating, I would always walk behind them on the sidewalk. They never really talked to me. That night they decided to sleep on the floor and I had to sleep on the bed. I heard them talking and laughing and I felt so alone and scared even. I silently cried myself to sleep.
The next morning when we were going home my friend asked me to sit in the front seat. I said sure because not like I was gonna say no. The entire time going back, about 30 minutes, they were talking and laughing about stuff and she was showing things on her phone to either friend and I wasn’t being shown them. They weren’t talking to me or paying any attention to me. So I tried to tune everything out and not cry. I was going to be so embarrassed if I cried in front of my friends and one of their parent.
when our other friend was dropped off I decided to sit in the backseat so I could do the exact same thing that they had done. Talk to each other and have fun because *we were best friends after all*. We didn’t speak A WORD to one another the entire time going back. I was dropped off at my school because my mom works there. My friend walked me in didn’t even say goodbye before she was gone and i said goodbye and i heard a faint bye.
I broke down afterwards. It was the most I’ve cried in years. I had such a great life before. But I knew that things were going to change and I knew that they were going to for the worst.
My life has never been on course since. It’s honestly just been a roller coaster and not in a good way. And I can’t believe it’s been three years. it’s been so long yet im still like that. scared, alone, jealous, and sad. i wish i didn’t have this memory

anyway look in the comments for a disclaimer ig? but there’s more of an update on how im doing with all this

anyway see ya with the next animatic!

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