Original song written and produced by Baileys Ghost.
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⏬Lyrics⏬

Chorus-

(Holding Back)
All my anger that I hide
(Without You)
I lie
(Without You)
I cried
(Holding Back)
Feelings that I Keep Inside
This dark abyss I feel is something I cannot describe

Verse-

I learned a lot since then
I burned some pot since then
free of all your toxic friends
your gossip ain’t worth the oxygen

But I found my confidence
my bottle with the alcohol in it
Is it bad I love the feeling you hate to see what I’m accomplishing

All my emotions masked
The only I found is that you holding me back
While I pray for you and your holy past
Smoking this euphoria until the old me back

Got rid of Imposter syndrome
No longer a constant victim
The Doctors said My dose should kick in
This Laughing is an awkward symptom

Freedom feels good
Like the high you get when the needle been cooked
Because of you, I label people as crooks
thought the devil was fiction and only evil in books

But I ain’t read much I’d rather write these poems
I got too leashed up in Aphrodites throne
Controlled by sexual tensions
Dethroned by passive aggressions

Found the root of my problems
Use melodic tunes to absolve em
ganja abuse my conscience consuming these shrooms in the darkness
boozing hypnotic until my views are erotic, ya mans lost it
Found my true self it’s been damaged cant lose when I sabotage it

Chorus-

(Holding Back)
All my anger that I hide
(Without You)
I lie
(Without You)
I cried
(Holding Back)
Feelings that I Keep Inside
This dark abyss I feel is something I cannot describe

(Holding Back)
Hurting things that I despise
(Without You)
I cry
(Without You)
I died
(Holding Back)
Things I do not advise
This dark abyss is something I wish you’d feel at night

Verse 2-

Now I’m clinical dead
Blacked out when I’m sipping my meds
I was just trying to get in your bed
But you trapped me just to get in my head

Now my padded room’s so comfortable
How’d I put my trust in you
When our relationship turned into a number 2

Speaking my mind
Revenge only sweet when you’re not even or tied
you at a disadvantage
trying to kill someone who ain’t even alive

I need to describe
Scenes that I see in my mind
Too many screams and an evil Legion of Mine
Gets a little graphic killing people that lied

This getting a little heavy for real
Ain’t enough cemeteries for the memories I killed
Ain’t enough pills as the adrenaline builds
Sociopathic lies is an incredible skill

They ain’t teach that in physics
But the science says I need some distance
If you need a vacation, a place underground
and they’d give you free admission

You’d fit right in, shit you probably sit by him
Queen of thrones and those tortured souls
Feed on Bones in those sorceress clothes

You like his sinister twin
Mrs and mister sin
my criminal thoughts are
something I can’t disclose


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