directed by Erik Rojas
make up by Fara Dene
song: [ Ссылка ]
socals: @whoistiLLie
lyrics:
everyone says take a breath
sometime soon it has to get better
i smile and nod my head
but what if this changes me forever?
so what if i lose my mind?
(FUCK IT)
what if i like the way it feels?
when im on the other side
of letting the pain just take the wheel
im sick of hiding that im not okay
when I cant even hit the breaks
so what if i lose my mind?
V2
new year, fresh start, i cleared my head
turn around and my brothers dead
then my aunt, then my uncle
what the heck, we'll throw in two beloved pets
up next, my first record deal, called it a saving grace
turns out just a slap in the face,
man, i remember that taste
now my sisters in the hospital again, broken collarbone, another gun to her head.
And my best friend confessed that
That he can’t put down the bottle that put my brother to rest.
God im only human, and i can’t fucking cope.
and sometimes i think the only way ill make it out,
is if it let go.
Will you be there if i get real scary?
Will you stick by my side?
Hold me in your arms when the dark gets heavy?
Stay up with me all night?
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