Hello everyone~ I hope you are all doing well! I wasn't expecting to make this song at first but I was feeling a lot of emotions and it just kind of happened. It's something a little different that my other songs so I hope that you all like it, I tried out some different techniques in this song so it's also a little experimental. As a reminder I am still very much a beginner when it comes to music.

While I might've written it about something in particular I think there are many ways that this song can be interpreted and can apply to a variety of feelings. I hope that it speaks something to you.

The pv took me a lot of time, I think I will start releasing more music but with more simplistic pvs unless I'm really feeling the creative urge to make a bigger one! That way you guys can hear more of the stuff I've been cooking up! :DD Spotify version will drop sometime this upcoming week!

Also final note: even though her hair is blue I still see the pv character as Rin!

:: Reminder that I am still learning Japanese! Making songs in Japanese has significantly helped my learning process and motivates me to branch out with vocabulary and grammar, however since I am still learning some parts might sound off or could be incorrect. Like always I would love to know what parts can be improved or fixed! Thank you to everyone who already has been helping me out I sincerely appreciate it! :DDD ::

Here are the Lyrics:

花が死んだ　The flower has died
僕じゃだめですか Am I not good enough?
表情がから　－ひょうじょうがから　Empty Facial expression
雨そうかな　I think its going to rain
これはいいか？is this okay?
しりないから Because I don’t know
君の声は Your voice is
君のメモリは Your memory is
花が死んだ The flower had died
庭が嘆きている　the garden is mourning

父はしっかりしてよと言った My father told me to be strong
痛い　it hurts
痛い　it hurts
胸の中　In my chest
口から花びたが落ちた　flower petals fell from my mouth
一つずつ one by one
喉 が渇いたまでuntil I’m thirsty
僕が空になるまで　Until I’m empty

まだ庭に水をやるつもりだ　I’ll keep watering the garden
溺れるまで Until I drown

花が死んだ　The flower has died
僕じゃだめですか Am I not good enough?
表情がから　－ひょうじょうがから　Empty Facial expression
雨そうかな　I think its going to rain
これはいいか？is this okay?
しりないから Because I don’t know
君の声は Your voice is
君のメモリは Your memory is
花が死んだ The flower had died
庭が嘆きている　the garden is mourning

海は時間から作った。an Ocean made of time
船が空に浮く　A boat floats among the clouds
水は鏡に似ている　The water is like a mirror
星を仰ぐ Look up at the stars
僕を仰ぐ Look up at me
もう君がいなくて寂しいです I already miss you


花が死んだ　The flower has died

表情がから　－ひょうじょうがから　Empty Facial expression

これはいいか？is this okay?

夜明けはきれいな　The dawn is beautiful

花が死んだ　The flower has died

もう知らなった　I already knew!

二度と言わないで Don’t say it again!

言わないで Don’t say i!

太陽の光と星屑 Sunlight and stardust
カルマ、静か、煤と錆 Karma, quiet, soot and rust
思ったとおり as expected
セミが鳴く　Cicadas sing
じょうろはもういっぱい The watering can is already full

注ぎ出す！全部注ぎ出す！Pour it out! Pour it all out！

僕の足は泥だらけだ　My feet are muddy
森で木が倒れる A tree falls in the forest
弱いの心の状態　a sad state of mind
馴染みのある道を歩きている　Walking down a familar road
やっと家に帰れりましょう　Finally, Let’s go home

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