I feel like I have a different set of eyes now that I have a healthy body.

When I was under-weight, I was terrified of healthy photos of me. It put me off gaining weight because I never thought I'd be able to be happy in that body.

But now that I am a healthy weight, I really don't think that. It just looks like a body to me, and it's not as uncomfortable or unbearable as I imagined it would be whilst I was mid-relapse.

It's as if my perception of health shifts as my actual health does.

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