so you had a crush on this guy and it turns out he likes you back, and you two started dating! on one faithful day, you surprise him at work and you drop him home, only to have him invite you over to his place to do nothing else but cuddle!
i apologize for the background noise, and also if the set up for the cuddles takes a little long : ( but i guess both the listener and the speaker is a little shy heheh
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hi everybody, thank you for watching! i hope your day has been going well and if it’s not, well hahahahah you’re not alone! because july has been one weird month and i think it’s universal when i say this but things are feeling off and i’m not having one bit of it. the bright side is, they do say that you are stronger when you are together, and this community does not fall anywhere near short when it comes to harnessing a sense of togetherness. so i am eternally grateful for not only all of your support, but for your hopeful outlook on life even when it does feel like you’re bearing the whole weight of the world on your shoulders.
it’s beyond endearing to read all of your comments, particularly, knowing that everybody is coming from different walks of life. so please! be gentle with yourself today and know that it won’t be like this forever! i personally have been waking up every morning, going through my day and feeling inept of shaking this general sense of anxiety off. what i do know however is that there is a part of us - even when it feels like there isn’t a tiniest crevice of space that makes this side of ourselves exist - that can softly turn to our intrusive thoughts and our occasional modes of self-deprecation, and say, yes, you are enough! and you are deserving of all of the love that does exist, and there is nothing short of what makes you great, great. sometimes we get very caught up with what others have to think about us, or what they might think is best for us, but in the end, it’s ultimately you who decides what you want!!!!! you are going to be okay! you may not feel like it at times, but you are human, and your emotions and feelings are 100% valid and proof that you are not just some machine undergoing some kind of malfunctioning error. don’t hesitate to reach out to those who you know can understand your situation, who can be there and to support your you. i’m proud of you, you know! and you should too!
anyways, i apologize for the tangent, but july is weird and it asked for it.
now that you’re here, im wishing you an amazing night’s rest, and a beautiful sunrise to accompany you when you wake up. unless you are like me and the sun has already been up for like a few hours then, hey, we’re twinning! i love you and be safe as always, i hope you’ve enjoyed the audio and you’re staying hydrated today. until next time!!
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music used:
current strum joy - soma
estrangers - no vacation
seven - men i trust
one - abhi//dijon
seven - blake mills (but the one i use is a live cover by dijon at one of his free live shows in los angeles!)
(p.s. if you'd like (only if you'd like, absolutely no pressure at all!!) you can buy me a coffee: [ Ссылка ])
