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How do deal with the anger phase, and what is a mental model?

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I'm reading through the side bar and got to red pill intro stuff. My God this stuff made me rage so hard, especially Confessions of a Reformed Incel and Michael's Story. I'm here expecting a blowjob from my wife, but right now I'm so angry at my blind self for marrying her. Yes, I love her, but if I had read MMSL in college, I'd never had married her, much less dated her. And THAT TICKS ME OFF. What brings me back to reality is reality. She's the mother of my children. She takes care of them and the house. She meets my physical and sexual needs. In general, she adds value to my life. (That's also what I'm angry about too. My feelz of love are gone and replaced with cold objectivity.)

Most of the negative thoughts don't come to me until I'm neck deep in my reading. I need to be aware of what the sidebar will do to my frame, and make sure I have time to digest and reflect before I go back to relationship mode w my wife. For example, I lift in the morning, and do Insanity or T25 in the afternoon. I got to reading the sidebar material late this evening before bed and that just wrecked my mood. Still got a blowjob, but it took a while for me to get into it.

I plan on reading in the morning and around lunch, and give myself time to process the material and the rage. Do any of you have a similar experience or thoughts on tactically getting through the material? Did you adjust your reading behaviors to manage the rage?

Edit: Filled in more detail regarding what advice I'm after specifically, and what specifically I'm angry at. After fleshing this out - I realize it goes in the OYS area, but I'm leaving it here to help others.

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