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I do not advocate for this lifestyle, I personally only do this kinda shit to numb the pain and force novelty. For those of you that have been patiently waiting for me to get my hands on new substances, this video would not be possible without the moderation team at r/goodtrips so feel free to visit the goodtrips subreddit and give them your thanks as well. I received 4-HO-MET in the mail in an envelope which was in a tiny nickel-sized bag inside of another small sealed-off bag hidden in between a few papers letting me know that this was not a chemical intended for human consumption. Nevertheless, my dumbass which does not have a milligram scale ended up sprinkling a small bit of the water-soluble chemical into a bottle of water and I started off drinking less than half of it because I didn’t want to accidentally take too much and a little over a half an hour later a switch was flipped and my physical anxiety was completely gone, I didn’t have any sort of a gradual come up or any kind of a body high whatsoever, in fact, I never had any bodily sensations throughout the entire trip and everything was instead entirely mental and visual. An hour after dosing I ended up just doing normal things since the headspace was so clearheaded and easy to navigate and I ended up noticing that my suggestibility had gone up a fair bit after someone on discord told me to finish the rest of the water bottle. When I got settled into the trip I never managed to see any closed eye visuals at all however I did see intricate quilted textures across the walls, the floor and the ceiling if I glanced at them long enough. The closest thing I got to peak effects was seeing the moving quilt pattern on the carpet sparkle a bit whenever the light hit it in a certain way and the floors or ceilings were also lightly flowing like a flag in the breeze. During the peak I also felt my body grow colder but in a manageable way like I had a lightly cold breeze all across my body. Mentally I was just really clearheaded and had a weird indescribable childlike fascination with everything. I felt like my brain was almost repairing itself in a way. Whenever I went on my phone I felt like the font on the phone was glowing slightly that the text was freely suspended in a dimension completely independent from the screen somehow. Since everything was super easy to navigate and I found it 100x easier to do normal things I ended up going upstairs to air fry some chicken and even talk to my parents, although occasionally I got lost staring out the front door into the rainy dimly lit porch that I was straight up hypnotized by. I ate just fine I certainly didn’t have a massive appetite like usual but I still ate everything. Whenever I distracted myself on the PC it was pretty easy to dismiss the effects or ignore them entirely although I did laugh at the very concept of having to do anything. Which made motivation to do tasks slightly difficult but not impossible. I did have no issues with short-term memory however although thoughts would occasionally feel more profound if they were repeated a second time. Coming down was fairly easy to manage I just sweat a little bit and ended up slowly feeling more tense and uncomfortable in my own body again. Either way, I still have plenty of 4-HO-MET left so I want to take significantly more next time around. At least enough for closed-eye visuals. And the show goes on.

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