(something I wrote right after my graduation and I never posted cus why not)


hi
so, a few days ago i graduated
for the second time actually
and it has been feeling a bit weird
painfully weird, and happy too
And i dont think i can thank enough to everyone who loved me, and supported me along this way.
And i dont think i would have been able to do half of the things ive done if it wasnt because of the amazing support system that i was so fortunate to find in uwc. i fucked up, many times, and yet i had my awesome, ameisin, friends keeping me sane(to the possible extent), there were Trilce, my korean-us family, and my mom who slept next to me meanwhile i was doing my ias just to make me some company, in a time when i didn't want to be around anyone, including myself.
it has been proven that the uwc experience is unique to each of us. (if it wasnt hard enough with the ib and try to find yourself in an island, we had a panini too, we are ✨special✨).
But i am, yes, grateful, i really like that word, and my best attempt to express it is to try and find a way to put back to the universe the love and gratitude i feel for you, because even if i see you i probably won't be able to physically or verbally express all the things these past years have meant for me. (this is an exaggeration for the sake of the speech, i will hug you and tell you how much i love you.)(Can you BELIEVE i didn't like hugs before UWC? Cus i can't).
Despite all the pain we had.
AND I HOPE, i dont have to endure so much grieve again, but I am grateful for that too, somehow, i dont know, emotions are complicated.
but thank you, again, if it wasnt already clear.
i wish you all the best of the best.
im horrible at keeping contact, so im sorry in advance, but you all surely have a special place in my mind and my heart.

until next time! 💖

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