Stream "Melancholy State of Mind" here - [ Ссылка ]
Director/Videographer/Editor - Sam Halleen
Producer/Director - Dan Hourihan
Makeup - Beau Bleux
LYRICS:
A handful of pills just to feel again
They can't figure out what's inside of my head
“Think about this, or maybe try that”
Who the hell knows where she's gone, or when she's coming back
This isn't me, this isn't real
“On a scale of one to ten please tell me how do you feel?”
Trying so hard to see the light
I need the answers cause' I can't keep wondering why
The tsunami's coming down
You better stand your ground
There's no way I'll make my way back to the surface
I'm holding on so tight
Gotta make it through the night
I'm drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
I'm drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
I'm drowning every time
Why do I want to hurt myself?
And why do I feel like I'm somebody else?
I'll hesitate to call a friend
Cause' every time I do, it turns into the start of the end
My skin a shade of black and blue
Can't stand this numb, but I’ve become someone who willing to choose
The bittersweet gasoline
Over my own humanity oh, god, what’s happening to me?
The tsunami's coming down
You better stand your ground
There's no way I'll make my way back to the surface
I'm holding on so tight
Gotta make it through the night
I'm drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
I'm drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
I'm drowning every time
Hope is just a game, and you’ll get played by your own brain
(Please pull me up I’m drowning)
These thoughts are on my mind, I'm running out of time
When will I be okay again?
The tsunami's coming down
You better stand your ground
I'm scared I won't make my way back to the surface
I'm holding on so tight
Will I make it through the night?
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
The tsunami's coming down
You better stand your ground
There's no way I'll make my way back to the surface
I'm holding on so tight
Will I make it through the night?
I'm drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
(A handful of pills just to feel again)
I’m drowning in the ocean, going through the motions every time
(They can’t figure out what's inside of my head)
I'm drowning every time
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