I don't wanna be alone anymore
All these walls I built come crumbling down
I don't care about getting hurt anymore
life comes with pain
and you choose who's worth the risk
to me this risk is a risk worth taking over and over again
because nothing causes greater hurt than loneliness
the grief of love that has no place to go
the worst thing I can think of as a lover is dying with a heart full of love
when I could've died empty
because after all it's not the things we did but the things we didn't do that we end up regretting in the end
so I'll take some cuts, I'll take some bruises
I'll take the punches to the gut, at least I can say I lived
I felt, I hurt, I healed
but I'm not going to cheat myself out of love anymore
because it's not all bad, it doesn't always end up hurting,
it doesn't always leave
love is worth it
love is the only thing that does not hurt and if it hurts then it is not love
love is what we do, it's who we are, it's who i am
and i can't go another day living with a closed heart
what am i protecting? my comfort zone? nothing grows there
love will find me and it will stay
because after all this hurt i'm finally ready to allow it to
i won't judge it, i won't push it away, i'll just let it in and let it happen
i deserve to get the love I give so freely
I learned to love myself enough to understand that we need to be loved
and I learned to love myself enough to not stand in the way of it anymore
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