Rivilin x CoaastGxd - Scarlett
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Anime: Mobile Suit Gundam Thunderbolt | Kidou Senshi Gundam Thunderbolt (AMV)
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Lyrics:
I know anxiety lives in me
If I stay here will I lose my mind
I think I've already passed that time
Plagued by derealization
Feel like I'm looking through a fvcking glass
Feel like this ain't my body
I'm just in a dream will death wake me up

These drvgs no they don't mean sh*t
When this body doesn't feel even real
Can’t keep up a fvcking job
It feels like I'm just blessed with bad luck
Try to explain it to someone
But they don't understand
Like why can't I be normal
For a second so I can feel human

My body on this cold concrete
No furniture fvcking around
Convinced these shadows on the walls
Are out for me till I'm in the ground
Take a step back
Id like to realize that I'm ok
It's just my perspective
It cause feels like I'm living in my skull
Like nothing is real
And this is all a dream

Till I take my life and I wake up
Maybe then ill be happy in this place
My psychologist doesn't get it
No amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that I'm ok
That I'm just going through a rough patch
This my reality
Ill fake a smile and say that I'm fine

Floating above this city
If I let go will I suddenly fall
Then can I wake up
To me this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted
When I see myself
S*icide’s not enough

There's a constant battle in me
Gravity has given in
Hear the wind roaring as I collide
With the concrete end it quickly
My eyes snap open
Breathe heavy
Every time I d!e I wake up

Every time I d!e I wake up
Every time I d!e I

This time
I'm just fine running away
And I'd sell my soul
Just to better the days
I never get a hold of this
I throw it away
I never know what to say
I make the same old mistakes

I been playing in traffic
With my emotions
And I'm closer to a rope
Than I been in a fvcking minute oh
Every time I think I'm getting better
I end up fvcking sending
Now I'm back to the motherfvcking beginning though

Can't sleep and I can't wake up
Life's tough
I get a helmet and sh*t
Man up
I been stuck
And I'm spinning my tires up in the mud
Going nowhere fast
The ash floating over the sun

My body on this cold concrete
No furniture fvcking around
Convinced these shadows on the walls
Are out for me till I'm in the ground
Take a step back
Id like to realize that I'm ok
It's just my perspective
It cause feels like I'm living in my skull
Like nothing is real
And this is all a dream

Till I take my life and I wake up
Maybe then ill be happy in this place
My psychologist doesn't get it
No amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that I'm ok
That I'm just going through a rough patch
This my reality
Ill fake a smile and say that I'm fine

Floating above this city
If I let go will I suddenly fall
Then can I wake up
To me this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted
When I see myself
S*icide’s not enough

There's a constant battle in me
Gravity has given in
Hear the wind roaring as I collide
With the concrete end it quickly
My eyes snap open
Breathe heavy
Every time I d!e I wake up

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