So. Painful.
I really didn't know what to call this. I started it out as a 'brooke & lucas | the fragile and the vulnerability' vid, but then I totally got into it and just couldn't stop editing anymore and it somehow ended up being a 6 (?!) minute long vid about everything they've been through. That's why I called it (oh so original) the tribute.
So you probably wonder why I don't make Brucas vids more often, seeing they're my one and only ultimate otp, well here you go. This is the reason. You don't know in how much pain I've been in these past few weeks, only because I was editing this bloody tearwrecker. I was like a stormy cloud for these past weeks because of this, I think all of my friends had at least asked me once what was going on. That's one reason why. And the second is that I'm kind of afraid of editing them, because I know if my vids not worthy of their epicness, I will hate myself forever. It's like.. no brucas vid is ever good enough to show what they had, what their real, true love was. That's why whenever I start one, I quickly stop and delete it because I always think they're worth more.
Why I decided to upload this? Well, not only because this is the most effort and time I've EVER put in to a video, but because I'm actually kind of proud of it.
I couldn't bring myself to use any scenes of episodes after 4x01, though. It's just too painful that I know they are never getting back together after that breakup scene, so I don't want to cause myself unnecessary pain to watch clips of them being TOO AWESOME together and knowing it's never gonna go back the way it was.
God I hate these two wankers.
(I realize there's one mistake in the text I used, but I didn't feel like rendering it all over again.. please look through it?)
It had to be: 'but it never seemed like you missed me' in stead of the first 'and i guess because of that i stopped missing you'
Anyway, Jenny I hope this did you good. Your stupid cute puppy eyes are not gonna fix the fact that you DESERVED THIS. Okay, you don't know in how much pain I was after your larry vid, so I hope you'll feel a BIT of that pain and I'll be satisfied. Muhaha.
Oh my god I'm being so mean. Sorry bbs. Ly?
And to Olivia who send me the deleted brucas scene of 3x17, thank you! Ily bbs. I actually started this as your birthday present, but when I finished I couldn't bring myself to wait and upload it on the 8th of November. So see this as a little tease for what you're big present's gonna be.
And Cath ily.
And Kar this is to make you feel the pain you cause me every time you don't respond to me on twitter.
And Des I'm really happy everything's fine again. I know you're a big time Naley stan, but you used to be quite a big brucas fan as well.. so here you go.
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Couple: Brooke Davis & Lucas Scott (Brucas)
Show: One Tree Hill
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 11.0
Edited by: Ilse
Dedication: jenny, ol, cath and kar
Lots of love,
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