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went back to school today for the first time, it made me feel ill to my stomach, i felt disgusted in my own skin, i felt light headed and half alive.. i wasn't ready.. today just lead in tears talking to my school counselor and some more pretty scares on my wrists. at this point i really don't know if I'll ever get better, or if maybe suicide really is the answer, yes we have grown up in a society that doesn't accept that, and to a point its a disgusting subject.. but is there really much to lose?.. I'm in everyone's way.. I'm in my own way tbh.. You fucked my life up Karissa.. You could have left me in a nicer manner, you could have never told me to prove my love to you.. you knew i was young and willing to do anything.. I hate you.. and well.. I hope you die in the worst way possible... You slipped my happiness away and killed it. Thanks!
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