Context: From what I've heard about this, the OP's father was verbally abusive, which led to him having mental issues to the point where he didn't want to express it to his family, being angry and having psychopathic tendencies. One day he died in a car accident, where it was discovered that he was drunk and had probably used drugs. The OP decided to take a look at his dad's computer, and in a download folder he found a heavily gory video, which contained this song. the video was released blurred, and is deleted for unknown reasons
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