#LifeisAstruggle #宋岳庭 #DefMakaveli

When I opened my eyes entering this world
Mom gave me life, now I have to live and die alone
It makes me sick, it seems like everyone is wearing a mask
I think in the past, will my life continue like this?
I smoked so much that my lungs are black
Black as suffocating society opinion fog
I'm carrying my cross on my shoulders
And I thirst for power paper and respect

I think this is probably just human nature
Buddhists say that agony is enlightenment, I do not want to talk about it
Honestly, I just want to crawl back into the womb
Mom, sorry for always getting you so angry
You say you should have aborted me when you had the chance
Every time I get home from school, I throw my backpack on the floor
No one is at home, only their persistent perfume
I know tonight you have to work overtime again

I open the refrigerator, start eating cold dinner
Dad comes home stupidly drunk at two in the morning
I wake up from my sleep to hear you two arguing
How should I focus on school tomorrow?
The teacher does not like me, and I do not like the teacher
I hate these uniforms, I hate the school system
I hate the face at first, I hate living in a prison
That's right, a lot of people do not like my attitude

They say I'm really cool, cops already in my case hate me so they arrested me
I don't give a fuck about what other people say
They can think whatever they want, who are they?
No one has the right to judge me
What is important is to be myself, what do they think
It's still me, girls who love money only fuck the rich
If you are too stupid that you do not know how to use condoms you should not hate children
Money is powerful but you can not take it with you when you die
All these people clenching their fists, when will they let go?

Hx2
Life's a struggle, but you still have to face the days
You've tried everything but still have countless troubles
Everyday, how many problems should you face?
How many nights will you be awake with fear and pain?

II.
I almost suffocate in the dead air of the court
Facing a life sentence, I finally began to think
Behind bars, nothing is the same
There is no peace in the eyes of the damned
Just an inch of pencil to draw comic from prison
No one sees magazines about beautiful landscapes
The only thing they expect is freedom
Putting guns done by yourself under your pillows just by chance

Some think their wives are cheating them
Some collect house letters
Some were in bed twenty-four hours a day
And some get crazy under all the pressure
Three months of waiting have already passed
After I left prison, I still have to face three years of pardon
Okay, for the first time in my life I feel happy
I do not know why my trials ended like this

And I do not know what will happen in the future
I open the newspaper, it's still fire and murder
I remember the year I accidentally found those photographs
Photos of an ugly scene of auntie sucking a man
I've never seen her, but it wrecks her image in my heart
I'll never forget your wretched smile
I fight the fear and the restlessness in my stomach
But I constantly hear the suffering roar in my heart

HOOK x2

III.
It does not matter if I walk south in the sky or north on land
All I can find is the hypocrisy of mankind
It's kind of funny, people only have money
It seems they want to help, but they just want to help themselves
Behind their smiling faces, no one knows how selfish they are
Even friends can betray, when only fame will satisfy their taste
When she says she loves you, she has a clear conscience
But what she really loves is her power

You've probably wondered who your real enemies are
What kicks when you're down could be an old friend
You'll find out when you need help more
Those who usually call him "brother" simply disappear
God loved, mighty God
You can blame me for thinking that way, but I'm just human
I do not trust people because they do not trust me
Do not ask why - all I can say is that it's me

Life is like the sea, it has high tides and low tides
It does not matter if you tell yourself that you will survive each cycle
From the mountain peak of fate, I could not see any stars
Just a silent black sky pressing me to the ground
In my heart, I can not find a single quiet corner
I can not sleep, my conscience is fucking with me
She says: How many days and nights did your mother cry for you?
Dad only cares for himself, I want to fire just to watch him burn

I pick up the phone and hear your tired voice
I can not see him, but it's not hard to imagine his face
When I finish listening to your last job loss story
Grandpa's words are in my head: I have to fight
I've thrown away every excuse to cry
I am accustomed to living coldly in this relentless reality
What can I do to raise my head? What can I do to raise my hands?
I'm in the middle of a swamp, how can I get clean?

HOOK x4
Life's a struggle Yeah
Life's a struggle, Yeah (Uh) ...
Life's a struggle (did u feel, man)

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