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Lyrics:

Lately I don’t really know what’s going on inside of me
I wake up everyday and I just drown in my anxiety
No I can’t complain so I just suffer through it silently
But there’s a disconnect from who I am and who I’m tryna be
I’ll never change, demonstrate
cyclic habits every day
Pray that God is merciful and hope that I see 28
Maybe I should slow it down and stop fearing complacency
But if I’m being honest dawg I think that it’s too late for me
Im way gone I’m talking way gone aint tryna stay long
The pain come and f*** my days up I’m getting prayed on
I’ve been trying to grow
I’ve been trying to rest
I just want to slow down and catch a breath
I cannot control over thinking though
So many things in this life that I regret

Done pretending,
Unrelenting pain but I’m too numb for venting
Funds ascending, but I got a funny feeling God’ll put me in a humble ending
Just depending
Only got 4 people in life that’ll hold me down
Everybody else 2 faced
I don’t got the heart to call you my homies now
Used to think I want a lot of friends and now I’m all alone
I am not complaining I know this the way it’s gotta go
Still I feel there’s something burning deep inside my soul
Maybe just a broken boy that’s healing from a broken home

You
I’m a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from
You
I’m a slave to your violence
Look at all that you put me through
Got me hooked on the silence
I’ve been your slave and I can’t escape from

Lately I don’t really know what’s going on inside of me
I wake up every day and deep depression strike me violently
Maybe it’s the solitude but people really bother me
I’m better off alone I told myself I swore it solemnly

But honestly I’m feeling like my soul is confused
I guess the way that I grew up has left me prone to abuse
Cus I've been drinking then i mix it with some coke and some shrooms
Inhaling smoke so I can hold it till I choke on the fumes

But I’ve been living large spitting bars whipping round in different cars
This is not a flex because my happiness I disregard
This the s**t that I dreamed bout
Ask my family I peaced out
Just to get some racks
But if not for that where the f**k would I be now?
I wake up and I can feel my heart pounding
Tell me what have I been running from? Me.
Do the right thing and I still doubt it
Won't somebody f***ing help me out?

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