Taking from their album "Arson" (2018) Mixed with a Brutal Assault video. AOP Records.
Lyrics:
Somewhere there‘s a garden of everlasting love within me But I
fear that all you can see are the scars that grace my skin These
lightless walks will chafe us and just the drugs keep us warm
People feel so lonely in the dark, I feel so lonely in the light I feel so
sad about the people That never made it behind the bars of their
hometown That never saw these bottomless depths That never
walked these mires, I have walked Worth the pain that has burned
me and scarred my soul For having been allowed to walk where I
have walked Which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth and back
again Under, far beneath, through it, in it… …and above… My dear,
the concept of „home“ is such a vague notion As I can‘t stay in the
same place for more than three days Once you told me, that I‘ll
never find home without leaving But now I saw so many places, I at
least forgot them all So I’m lying in my bed, in my house And all I
want to do is to go home… I had to promise them that I won’t go,
but nevertheless I will leave I’d like to think they must have known
that I would do this one day So I hope to arrive at my burial late,
psychotic and wasted Cause when it’s about death, I feel nothing
at all Nothing but anticipation Nothing at all And I will never regret
all the wounds you inflicted on me Cause another two of these
scars and the world is dead For how I harmed you my dear… …I am
sorry… But as this last summer passed I could no longer bear the
pain This was our last autumn and I’ll take the blame …I’m so
fucking sorry… …but that’s how it ends…
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