Lyrics*
Mentally disturbed when I put these pencils to words,
simply on the verge of just emptying what I serve
on the track, lay it back, got me facing the facts
like every rap that I stack got me bracin for cracks,
all where i walk,
it's like they hate how I talk,
outline in chalk
everytime I stroll down the block,
how could I not
do something with the hand that I've got,
the only shot that I'm aimin's heading straight for your top,
playin for keeps, but im hesitant to stay in the streets,
blade to my cheek everytime I go to slayin these beats,
it's basically just ABC but im afraid to compete
and be my only competition and my greatest defeat.
words to weapons,
turn these curses to blessins,
I hit the same curve twice and im learnin my lessons,
im on the verge of a legend
I got the urge for some reppin
for every step that I be takin in the earths direction.
poppin the chute
while I stand here dropping the nukes,
caught in the loop of crazy with the thoughts that I group
been CONTEMPLATIN, long DEBATIN, lost my PATIENCE
God I'm PRAYIN, stop the WAITING, options WEIGHIN,
of all the things of not to do.
a lot to lose
I gotta prove
the shot i shoot is all the truth
you'll ever need inside your little life
it's like I offer you
another way to live before they get you up and slaughter you
But honestly im thinking that probably won't even bother you
1:21
We gotta man down,
I said stand down,
Look me in the eyes and you can see I gotta plan now,
Mentally im in the sky, but homie bout to land now.
Cleanin up the game, nickname, call me sham wow,
am wild, everytime I go to sneak inside the booth,
light the fuse, turn around, wonder where I am now,
tryna enjoy some of the things I can now.
so come get destroyed by your boy it's hands down
I wrote this in a sittin,
I aint jokin I ain't kiddin,
get the rope from in the kitchen
so I can choke you while you're kicking,
Cause you know that i've been hidden,
with all of the notes I've written
no admittance, but my soul is full of gold when I be spittin
oh the vision is a mission in it's own and oh im fixin to be great
An Im just hopin you relate,
cause all of us together can escape,
this place called life and not give in to hate (yah)
Really this is just for all the days,
That i still go through, said it was a phase,
head wrapped up like im livin in a maze,
but the best part is that Im sittin in a cave,
talkin to the wind, while I listen to the waves,
How I really feel like i've risen from the grave.
An at the same time in prison in a cage
So I'm sayin hats off to the limits that I blaze
Hang on wait a second, need a minute.
Hang on wait a second, need a minute,
Hang on
I spit it acidic you get it, I hit it, i lit it,
bet against me, No, it didn't work out did it?
you gotta better chance of guessin all the lottery digits,
you comin up short and all I do is slaughter these midgets,
an im a big dog, hope that doesn't bother you kittens
im bout to kick off, Imma turn you all into victims
Im like a crazy man with 80 grand, except I don't have 80 grand.
so im just tryna shake shadys hand that's the baby plan
maybe get some fans, packed up inside the stadiums,
Alien thoughts in my cranium, dang he's ham.
maybe we can do anything that we put our minds too,
times two, now im coming back just remind you,
Tycoons flowin through my mind like typhoons,
im fined tuned to walk through the desert and find you.
1:16
I'm morally obligated,
formally nominated,
to take the game over and Im sure that it's god forsaken
but, you know it's pouring rain, when I storm and I dominate it,
it courses through my veins no ignoring the complications
you probably think it's boring I was born for the contemplatin,
the story I been makin's one of glory in combination
with forming abominations and touring a lotta nations,
to wake up in the morning and enjoy the indoctrination
1:00
I still go with the real flow and kill fos
baggin up the rappers you can even ask bilbo
a steel pole sticking out my heart, i feel cold.
an a lotta people thinkin that I won't I will though.
drill holes through your dang soul, it's ill bro
if I ever catch you sleepin, im bring you a pillow
to break your neck with,
take your necklace
just a few things that make the checklist
spot a dot over your shoulder if you go talk a lot
but i should probably not before bodies drop on my coffee pot
caught me in a knot the way im walking the block,
cocking a glock to your head while I follow your thoughts
locked in my spot as I stand here watching the flock
and the only thing I really think about is offin your top.
Oh dear, what should go here, it's so weird,
the snow clears, and the flow appears outta nowhere,
don't show fear cause your time it grows near.
so close to the pier that you're holdin in tears,
sincere when the pen get's smeared, t's been ten years.
so you know that I'm listening clear for big cheers,
kickin into gear what I'm spittin into the sphere,
only thing holding me back is me getting a career
