It's a song about fighting the immense highs and lows of a manic episode.
And yes, before you ask, Kesha's "Take it Off" was a huge inspiration for the beat.

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Song written, produced and performed by LuLuYam
Visualizer video and art produced by LuLuYam

Lyrics:
I'm a big killer! I'm a real go getter!
You'll be eatin' on my threads!
I'm a real trend setter!
Knife in my hands with ya blood on my sweater!
Name on the wall, yeah you better not forget it!
I'm a psycho drama queen.
Weapons to my enemy!
Got you in my sights,
b***h you ain't the lord of anything!
I'm Beelzebub, buggies latchin' onto me!
You're insignificant, it's part of our dichotomy!

Like a fly, on the wall, know you're watchin'!
Every move I ever make, got 'em gawkin'!
Fingers pushin' on your eyes, got 'em poppin'!
I start cuttin' fingers off, jaws are lockin'!
I know better than to dig too deep!
I keep on diggin' to the center,
Make the holes too steep.
I...won't repeat myself, I need to sleep.
But then I feel their bodies crawlin'
All over me.

Oh my God! It happens all the time!
They start droppin' eggs,
Plant doubt inside my mind.
You ain't nothin' but no roaches.
I know you b*****s know this.
I got you by the throat, sis.
Good night, yeah, buenas noches!

Crawlin' through my brain,
clingin' to my frontal lobe! It's
a struggle just to breathe
when that feeling reapproaches.
Ain't nothin' but no roaches.
I know you b*****s know this.
I got you by the throat, sis.
Good night, yeah, buenas noches!

I need a hit to shake the feelings away.
I need to think, ain't got no time to delay.
I don't need your opinion, I don't care what you say.
I do it all for myself, and I didn't come here to play.
My brain is a temple, I be treatin' her gentle,
but these roaches are cannibals, and I'm tempermental.
Shouldn't react, but the bites detrimental.
Now I carry their infections on my body and my mental-
STATE! WAIT?
Why do I care?
Get the f**k off of me, get outta my hair.
Steppin' on your bodies, I'm a fuckin' nightmare.
Hold a candle to me, like you'd ever compare.
Bitch, WHERE?
HA, NO!
Don't care.
HA, OH!
I swear.
Um, yo?
Say your prayers.
HA HA, YOU ROACHES!

Crawlin' through my brain,
clingin' to my frontal lobe! It's
a struggle just to breathe
when that feeling reapproaches.
Ain't nothin' but no roaches.
I know you b*****s know this.
I got you by the throat, sis.
Good night, yeah, buenas noches!

Oh my God! It happens all the time!
They start droppin' eggs,
Plant doubt inside my mind.
Oh-oh-oh OH MY GOD. It happens all the time.
I exterminate,
the roaches in my mind.

The roaches in my mind.
Roaches in my mind.

Crawlin' through my brain,
clingin' to my frontal lobe! It's
a struggle just to breathe
when that feeling reapproaches.
Ain't nothin' but no roaches.
I know you b*****s know this.
I got you by the throat, sis.
Good night, yeah, buenas noches!

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