The 5 or 6 people who already knew about these old soundcloud songs are absolutely losing their minds right now.
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LYRICS:
Both these hearts are fading.
A cardiac arrest is waiting.
No, I'm not much for painting,
but there's no more time for negotiating.
Each vessel's blood's cascading.
Ignore the piles of pencil shavings.
I can't quite get the shading.
Perhaps a drink or ten will save me.
I'm so tired of feeling this.
I'm so tired of what's drawn in my head,
so I'll take these hallucinogens
just to forget about when she said
"You can surrender your heart, but it won't be enough.
Don't take it personally, I'm afraid of love."
A state of indecision.
Am I the culprit or the victim?
Now, all the love I've given
is flowing through this blackened ink.
A mass of small incisions
on a canvas not built for precision.
If the drugs aren't in my system,
then what the hell has blurred my vision?
I'm not sure if it's permanent,
but if it is then I might as well be dead.
I don't want to get hurt again,
but I remember the time she said
"You can surrender your heart, but it won't be enough.
Don't take it personally, I'm afraid of love.
So, just keep playing your part and I'll keep calling your bluff,
but don't take it personally when push comes to shove."
White as snow, my wrist and my heart.
Where you kissed, pulled apart
till it burns like charcoal.
It's so cold.
And so, I just pray for some warmth
in this stick-and-poke.
So, if to render my art, I need to own the right stuff,
perhaps what's burdened me won't quite be enough.
So, I'll keep sketching my songs
and keep on tuning my brush
until time has worthened me deserving of love.
You can surrender your heart, but it won't be enough.
Don't take it personally, I'm afraid of love.
So, just keep playing your part and I'll keep calling your bluff,
but don't take it personally when push comes to shove.
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