Wrote and recorded this today. Just felt like putting it out as is. Enjoy.

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Lyrics:

Life's a beautiful mess, they ask me how I'm holding up I said I'm doing my best
I would love to just go back to the usual stress
but the shit gets escalated when you losing a best …friend
I'm putting on my suit for the wrong reasons feeling like it's bout' to be a long season
put the visa through the credit card reader I been spending all my money give a fuck about it either
fuck an overdraft I'm over that bought a fifth and throw it back, throw it up then do it all again cuz I been holding back
tears I've been holding back and fears I been holding back
bracing for the hit but god forgot to give me shoulder pads
a helmet ain't gon' help for the blows and getting High as fuck surely ain't gon' help for the lows
I been up and at em early I was setting some goals
but this a set back I had to sit back in my zone
all the shit that just happened got me feeling alone
just when i started to get comfortable and feeling at home..fuck
I think we need more loving, but more importantly we need a reset button
more importantly we need a reset button this the type that really make me start bugging god

Life's a beautiful mess, they ask me how I'm holding up I said I'm doing my best
I would love to just go back to the usual stress / but the shit gets escalated when you losing a best .. friend
what more can I say looking up to god like how much more can I pray
talking to myself like how much more can I take
being positive ain't easy trying hard not to break, I got my guard up feeling like a target
frozen and I'm speechless you would think I'm fucking star struck
but get up out my way ain't nobody gon' stopping me now
I'll fuck the whole game up when me and rocky in town
homie I ain't even really get my feet wet yet
Im bout' to shoot from long range without my feet set
They ain't take it serious I'll show em I'm a deep threat
this a sneak peek to the peak I haven't reached yet
each step I'm getting closer, every breath I'm getting older
I would love to get some closures that would help me get composure
I know you somewhere on this earth where the energy lives
but in the mean time I'll store you where my memory is
I know you somewhere on this earth where the energy live
but in the mean time I'll store you where my memory is

Life's a beautiful mess, they ask me how I'm holding up I said I'm doing my best
I would love to just go back to the usual stress / but the shit gets escalated when you losing a best .. friend

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