*If you’re interested in tracking my integration process fully, I suggest watching my videos sequentially beginning with my first 5 meo DMT experience and working your way through any of my video relating to 5 meo DMT or trauma:
My First 5-meo-dmt experience: [ Ссылка ]
5-meo-dmt, The beginning of the Paradigm Shift: [ Ссылка ]
Processing Trauma in the Float Tank: [ Ссылка ]
Really.. this sequence of recent videos is me ‘coming out’ about a trauma I experienced 10 years ago. It is also a real-time walk through of my EMERGENCE into this new paradigm that I am discovering via the integration of my 5-meo-dmt experience.
I’m at a time in my life where that ‘stuff’ is beginning to surface. It is no coincidence that I also happen to be integrating a 5-meo-DMT experience as well. This is how my spirit planned to move through this. I wasn’t consciously aware of all of this when I made the ‘appointment’... but ahh this is divine timing at its finest.
5-meo-DMT has given me new eyes. It has allowed me to WATCH my mind when old stories arise. When I enact old protective/escapist behavioural patterns It has allowed me to see the shell I’ve built up around myself to keep me safe from FEELING my feelings.
This shell has been under construction for much of my life. Now, I am able to EMPATHIZE with myself for putting up those shields.. and that empathy has opened up the floodgates of old stuck feelings to be released.
I am doing my best to track my process of integration as I move through it all.
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