A Message For Mark;

KEEP IN MIND, THERE IS TALK OF DARK SUBJECTS.

Hey there goob! I don't think you would remember me, I mean you have over 17 million people who look up to you! However, my name on everything is Secretly Markiplier's Barry. I'm a video editor, and I've worked in the editing field for over 7 years now I think.

I've wanted to edit for you for over 3 years, and I say this a LOT, at this point I'm sure everyone hates me for as much as I say it, but I'm not here to push some sales pitch, I'm here to tell you how me wanting to work for you has actually changed and improved my life for the better.

When I first found your channel, I was going through a very hard time, I had currently changed schools and made no friends at this new school. I didn't get along with my family very well and felt I didn't have any friends anymore and no one who really gave a darn about me. Finding your videos helped me in more than just giving me someone who I felt cared, but also a drive. I was already a year late in graduating, but the school I had switched to said they were going to drop me if I didn't start actually working.

I didn't think I was smart, I really didn't think I would be able to pass school and planned on ending my life, I already dealt with self-harm, so my depression was already there. However the video in the beginning of this song came out, and after watching that I had a whole mess of emotions. Hearing the statement "That I could bring joy and happiness into their life, and they're gone now" did a real number on me. It was my awakening, it was me realizing that I could help others even if I couldn't help myself.

That video was very important to me, it still is. I even made a Vine for you that you saw, cause I didn't feel confident in my art skills.

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You just seeing this vine gave me encouragement, it showed me that maybe I was good at what I do, and gave me the dream of editing for you, it has built over time just like my editing skills, but at the end of the day, what I just want to say is thank you.

I'm a lot better now then I was back then, I'm a more positive person, a more helpful person, a more encouraging and hard working person. And honestly, I want to thank you for that! Enjoy your birthday buddy. I hope its a good one!

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