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I'm so numb
If you cut my arm off, I wouldn't know
Lately I'm scared of myself
I don't show it, I don't show it
What are drugs, if not a bump in the road?
I've become restless
I tend not to sleep anymore but
Anymore but
I guess I'm the problem if I'm always hurting
Scared what I'd find If I pull back the curtain
Mom said to Dad that she hopes that I figure it out
Cause I'm older now
Breaking me down
And I'm wrong a lot
Still so defensive, it's what I've become
Til I neglect all the ones that I love
All the ones I love
And I've noticed a pattern of everyone leaving
Happens when I open up with my feelings
Took me a while, but I think that I'm over it now
I don't know how
Breaking me
Hate to admit, but I like taller buildings
And big open spaces without any ceilings
But I can't imagine myself having figured it out
Cause I'm older now
I'm breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down
Breaking me down
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