no copyright infringement intended
Dear Me,
I am sorry. I'm sorry that you tried so desperately
to fix others when your own hands were shaking.
I'm sorry that I didn't give you enough time to
heal, that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else while your own were bleeding. I'm sorry that
there were days when smiling hurt but you forced
yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry
about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time
and effort to people that didn't give the same
amount back. I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am so sorry that I did not love you like you deserved to be loved.
#hugot
#selflove
#anxiety
#fighthing
