» Jesus...I'm Not Ashamed...
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Oh my God.These days I learnt a lot about me...a lot about the world we live in.And how we should impact it.Like Rachel did.
So if u haven't watched the movie which is called '' I'm Not Ashamed '' - go for it...you won't regret it.
When I watched the movie a few days ago I got so emotional and the movie turned out to be my favourite or just I felt it this way but the message is so deep and my video is kinda trash but I tried so hard and put my blood,sweat and tears into it and tried to point the problems out. I hope u get the point to the story.
I'm not good with explanations about movies so go watch it and find your truth and your faith.
So let's start the main topic.
For me to say..Rachel taught me a lot about being loyal, being faithful...to the end.
Just...story like that...won't be forgotten.
Can't describe with words all the emotions running into my heart every time I pull the button on trigger scene....and the whole concept just.......goosebumps every time.
An explanation for my goal:
It starts just as the song and the video by it which were made for the movie specific.Then i'm trying to point the main problem in our world - maybe not the main...but main at a teenager view mostly like the feeling of worthlessness etc. So the school is run by 'popular kids' u know the story.So that girl...is trying to change' the world by her faith....her compassion to the world and everyone in it...by her love to God...for her loyalty and being not ashamed of what she believes in - that is what I call a spirit and her character is my favourite and I think it would be everyone's .
The story goes on with the caused troubles in her friends' lives and what was happening in her own world filled with love,drama classes,drawing and faith.
And in the end I put the rock bottom when she says like all the troubles in our society...the hate,the revenge ,all the unnecessary moves....but we did this on our own.It has lead to not only her death ...but 12 more.That is what Rachel's last painting was about...13 tears...she didn't know why exactly 13 but that was the limit of victims on 20th April,1999 shooting.And that is why in honor of these souls i'm uploading this on 13th.
LOVE 💙
So im gonna shut up now this went so long so short....

Song - Jeremy Camp - don't ask the title is saying everything I love the song I was listening to it 130303 times these 2 days.Non-stop.
Fandom - I'm Not Ashamed
Coloring - by me

It looks like my Call Me By Your Name video tho.
It was so hard editing this.I did my best and I still don't like the result.It's killing me
Also messed up lyrics & quotes..has LeAD to her death...not let.And eveything else that I fucked up
January 2018 .

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