What song do you want me to make next?
CONTEXT:
(TW: death)
Today is the 2nd death anniversary of my childhood dog.
I've moved on and look back fondly of my memories with him, but I thought about why I was so torn up about his loss. It was the worst week I've had to endure in my entire life, slowly watching him lose more and more energy and be wrapped in bandages and pinned with syringes.
I regret a lot of things since that time, but I've learned to make decisions for my own because of it and take control with choices for my life. So here's a song for me finally coming to terms with things and having introspection for it.
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Em D
Why do you insist on blaming yourself
A Bb
Cuz I have blame something or someone
B7
But why you?
Dm Bb C
Listen carefully doc
I think i have this obsession with how much control I've got
Dm Bb C
Thinking that there was a chance to makes things alright
allows me to sleep at night
C Dm Bb A
It hurts less
thinking that all this mess could be avoided
Dm Bb C F
A sense of control
albeit failure to do so
helps keep bad thoughts away
A sense of control
if I did that things I should've
then there was a chance things wouldn't end that way
B7
That's not healthy
Dm B C
I like it better this way
I don't want to face reality where
no matter what i did everything just ends the same way
"I did things wrong" is better than thinking
I should have done nothing at all
If it's not my fault that's scares me.
If it was uncontrollable that would break me.
So just blame me.
I'll just blame me.
Blame it all on me.
