As I sit here, reflecting on what truly brings me happiness, one thought keeps resurfacing: the perfect day spent with you, my beloved companion. A fulfilling hike, followed by a healthy dinner, and then watching you retire to your cozy bed, tired, relaxed, and content. Seeing you in that state of pure bliss was the ultimate joy for me, a serene moment that brought me immense peace.

Now, a month has passed since you left us, and not a single moment goes by that you're not in my thoughts. You were such an integral part of my life, and now I feel a void, a sense of incompleteness. I miss you dearly, my sweet Zazu, and I promise that one day, we'll be reunited. Until then, I hold onto the memories we shared and the love that will never fade.

My dearest Zazz,
You were, and always will be, the light of Mama’s life. Your life was so vibrant and full. Every single day, I made sure to love you wholeheartedly, never taking a moment for granted. You were the reason behind everything! Each decision we made revolved around you—from the jobs we took, the cars we bought, the vacations we took, our weekend plans, and even the clothes we wore. If you’ve had a lab, you know what I mean. I don’t have an ounce of regret for not loving you enough. However, I do wish your parting had been different. It all happened so fast. I know you knew how much I loved you, and I know I was your favorite! Although I’ve said I love you, Walle, and Bihan equally, you know you were my favorite child. I could write an endless list of things I reminisce about you, but the @zazutalks videos will do that for me. That was the reason you had me make them, after all. I know you so well :)
I miss you with an aching heart and long for you everywhere I look. I call for you, but you don’t come to me. It’s okay, though, because every time I cry, Bihan says, “Zazu happy, Zazu happy,” and we didn’t teach him that—you must have. My Zazu Pazu, all this heartache is just another form of love, I know. Our time apart is now just the time I have left on Earth. I will see you soon on the other side. I love you, my baby Zaz!

On Mother’s Day, we lost our beloved Zazu suddenly and unexpectedly. It was a complete shock when he was diagnosed with hemangiosarcoma, a common and aggressive form of cancer in dogs. He showed no signs of pain until the day the tumor ruptured, taking him away from us.

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