This is an original song by Dave Perry featuring vocals by Barbarella Blue and drums by Mike Horick.
Vs 1
As you can see there's nothing wrong
Except for the lack of you
But you were the size of my whole world
And I had the greatest view.
From there I saw a sunset next to a car crash
and found us somewhere in between.
But your heart left a long time ago, otherwise
You'd know just what you mean
To me
But you vandalized our memories.
So I'm underneath chipping paint, holding breath
With no miracle
Because I've been no saint
Chorus 1
You moved on and I can't move
Paralyzed from what I couldn't do
Incapacitated
Because I could not say this
Vs 2
Coexisting is hard and you do your part
To sabotage (so do you)
Everything in my heart. Your fake emotions are
Artistic camouflage.
I just wish that you'd tell me
I won't buy what you sell me
I won't call you my soul mate (You're just trying to placate)
Please don't punish me for the way I feel
I know I took too long (I know I read you wrong)
This is about self preservation
And I need you (and I need separation)
Chorus 2
You moved on and I can't move (I never wanted to leave)
Paralyzed from what I couldn't do (But this is what I need)
Incapacitated (Live your life, I'm living mine)
Because I could not say this (You ran out of time)
And I fucked up and so did you (Not as bad as you)
I wanna forgive but you wanna remove (You should too)
Any of my traces
I'll never be adjacent
Bridge
Hindsight is 20/20, I (You couldn't love me)
Wish I didn't care so much about making money
I just wanted to provide
Instead you made the great divide.
I’d like to think that we can both agree:
The only person that I care about more than you was me.
That’s not the same thing as love.
When I started to pull
Is when you shove (is when I shove)
Because I’m scared
Because I haven’t been there
‘Cause I’ve been hurt, ‘cause I’ve done worse.
Excuses are useless.
Chorus 3
You moved on and I can't move (I never wanted to leave)
Paralyzed from what I couldn't do (But this is what I need)
Incapacitated (Live your life, I'm living mine)
Because I could not say this (You ran out of time)
And I fucked up and so did you (Not as bad as you)
I wanna forgive but you wanna remove (You should too)
Any of my traces
I'll never be adjacent
Never wanted to leave (And yet you did)
But this is what I need (What about what I needed?)
Incapacitated
Because I could not say this
Wish that I could give more time (There was never a limit)
Live your life, I’m living mine (Now I’ll never forget it)
Any of my traces.
I’ll never be adjacent.
Your heart left a long time ago
And I know
That you wish it could stay.
