So a bit of info. I haven't been feeling good lately. I've been figuring some things about myself and it's just a lot of information to process all at once (mental health can be problematic, big surprise there). You might not get new riffs or music for some time because I haven't been happy with my playing or lyrics and it's kind of scary, I apologize. I've been wanting to officially record a chunk of my material and put it up on streaming platforms (as a lot of you have requested) but I have to deal with this first. This song didn't come out that good tbh, but I think it expresses how I've been feeling. Take care, I'll be back.
I tried
To breathe you
Inside
And review
Our life
And categorize
The times
That we fused
(2x)
That light, a glimmer in the shadows
But it's still mine to protect
And time, moves on oh so clearly
But I'm just too disjointed
Only now I realise, only now I realise
It was always me
The one I couldn't reach
I tried
But it is a lie
It is empty
The me stuck so far underneath
Is he breathing, tell me is he breathing?
I tried
But it is a lie
It is empty
The me stuck so far underneath
Can you hear him breathing now?
I'm so scared to let him out
In that dark room, I heard voices
Of a person, I use to be
His eyes swollen, his heart empty
Just who am I, if I'm not me?
And the part that, has been missing
Is the link that, binds me to him
Or was it cut, when I turned thirteen?
Are these my dreams, are these my dreams?
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