yeah i made this lyrics video c: i really like the song though

i'm 14 and i always feel so nervous tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect
while i feel so worthless, and they look so happy, while lately for me my mood has been so crappy and i have come to believe all of the things that im seeing on magazines and tv of every single perfect being all the girls with perfect bodies and such amazing skin oh how i would kill to live the life that they are in ive been trying to lose weight over the past couple weeks.
throwing up after meals on the rare times that i eat but that isnt enough i still need to do much more to get this guy to notice me people wonder what for theres so much room in my tummy for food that isn't funny i don't wanna be peoples dummy but either way i feel dumpy most of the time i am left here just thinking to myself oh god is this worth it or do i need some help like
ive been used by guys ive been hurt by girls ive been hit by my mom and cursed by the world
so i keep losing weight just trying to be perfect im waiting for somebody to tell me that im worth it
ive been used by guys ive been hurt by girls ive been hit by my mom and cursed by the world so i keep losing weight just trying to be perfect im waiting for somebody to tell me that im worth it
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
I'm 23 and just ran across my old diary i opened it up but i really don't know what inspired me to do this but i did and was instantly in tears to think of how lost i was during those young years and that guy that i mentioned back when i was 14 hes my fiance now i guess that im living a dream we got a small house a nice car and a good life but my arms are still scarred from using my own knife but he accepts me how i am and he knows about my past and after all of that he still says that were gunna last and i love him i love him i love him with all my heart i honestly couldn't take it if we ever got pulled apart
if i could say 1 thing to me at age 14 it would be that you'll find a guy who will treat you like a Queen it gets better than it is dont worry about your size and never thing your alone someone out there hears your cries saying ive been used by guys ive been hurt by girls ive been hit by my mom and cursed by the world
so i keep losing weight just trying to be perfect im waiting for somebody to tell me that im worth it ive been used by guys ive been hurt by girls ive been hit by my mom and cursed by the world
so i keep losing weight just trying to be perfect im waiting for somebody to tell me that im worth it your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone
your not alone

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