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Gdyby Nie To English Subtitles
This is not a typical song about love
It goes like this
It's the same, maybe only a bit sad
And you don't say good night and I can't fall asleep
And maybe a bit empty and again it's the morning
And again hard to believe that dreams come true
Stuff changes, I'll end up in another's arms
A year later we'll play again Bonson's 'Year Later'
I know this about us
You probably went through it not once
And if not yet, then I don't know, I'd start to get scared
Because, everything's before you and everything's before me
And a word is not enough here to know for certain
And a word is not enough to say how it is now
And I wouldn't be myself if I said I want to collect myself
And that I can
And that I'm able, I won't get mad
That's how I am, a lot better, really
Why should I lie like always, you understand, because I still don't
Apparently, fuck it
(It was a bad death
Death can be... Good
What is a result of life
This was a bad death
Tell yourself everything, exactly
Then you'll understand what really happened)
If not that I had cardiac arrhythmia
If not that I learnt about it here because of us, remember?
I felt the effects of blood pressure
Which you caused to rise
Today you're not here, you were then, it has no meaning now
Fuck, it doesn't have it today
We have to go, we have to die
We can't live and there's nothing
And there's nowhere to run
If not the pain which I never told you about
I'd take a knife and check how quickly wounds heal
On your skin, under mine they take quite long
But they'd take longer, if I haven't found a second option
I'll take a breath, I'll cut your aorta
Because I prefer you to not exist than to live beside me
And I'll do it some day, so prepare for blood covered hands
Trying to catch the last breath I'll tell you last time 'I love you'
It'll solve the problem, come on
I'm scared of the tomorrow
I have a gun, two bullets and us two
The end
In this paradise on this side
Next day I'll dream again of a moment like this
I know it's tactless to say this, to kill what you loved the most
And you get lost in yourself
If not the fact that our plans drowned in plans
I'll still tell you sorry
Because I didn't want to say it loud
And I try to fix myself
Fix myself, I still live by love, yeah
Prove to me that you're superior again
As if I didn't know what the fuck you're playing at
When we were together I thought we could do it
And what do the people who we were an example for think?
What others? Next one and another
And I know how easy it is to lose our life now
I have to endure, so please vanish, I beg you
And the arrhythmia might kill me one day
Or maybe not
And the worst is that this story is true
Just like that I wanted you to be happy, but with me
For you to share this everyday
I never wanted to kill, but I'll take you into the darkness
Hell awaits you, I'm in mine since
Despite the Sun the streets became moist
I'll take you there, dear, we'll go straight there
Your eyes are no longer my window to the world
If not that, my tears would finally disappear
And from my mouth 'fucking shit'
'Fucking shit' and 'fucking shit'
And I can play no more
Finally I'll stab the chests with knives
Because it would be better if we were dead
If not the fact that we no longer have clashes
I would break the thermometer and swallow the mercury
And if not all that, it would be good, you know
And besides, it's not okay at all
It's not okay, bye
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