HAPPY END OF 2023!! wishing it a "good riddance" and slamming the door behind it as it slithers away.

now that we have that out of ye olde system, allow me to draw your attention to my gratitude:

thank you.
thank you, from the bottom of my very emotional heart for all the support this year ♡

coming back to YouTube was something i put off for such a long time and i am so glad to have done it. i've made so many wonderful friends this year and all of the support from y'all as subs or casual viewers has meant the utter world.

as it stands, i make no profit off of anything i share. this is all a huge passion project and every day i'm excited to work on something new, so it means the WORLD to have your support. not to be super mega gross and soppy but you have helped me bloom (into a flower) this year.

- C R E D I T -
original: Green yellow Society
instrumental: Green yellow Society
anime: The Apothecary Diaries (薬屋のひとりごと)
vocals + lyrics: vida vice

- L Y R I C S -
(please feel free to use my lyrics, if you wanna! just be sure to credit me and send me a link so i can watch! ♡)

Isn’t it safe to live in the shadows, hide away?
I could still bloom from bud to a flower in the shade?
Isn’t it safe to be kept a secret all my life?
Where I could root and blossom forever, with no one to derange my right

I don’t care much if it were sweet, or bitter
Judging the difference makes me sick and shiver
Look down, my hands are shaking, i am no justice in the flesh

I don’t quite understand love
But one thing I’m in awe of
Spitting words of adoration for you
Won’t make a difference to the feelings that grew
They’re validated by existence with no aid

So let me be a flower
Just a nihilistic twist on love
Oh, it makes me weak, my knees just tremble; i can’t tear my eyes away
So be my nourished soil
Water me, i need your poison - oh, it gives me life
Tend our garden filled buds and sown with love

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