Sensorium - Retrospect - 10th Anniversary
See also Chasing The Dragon LIVE Retrospect: [ Ссылка ]
Lyrics:

Chance doesn't exist but the path of life is not
Totally so predestined
Time and chronology show us how all should be in
The ways of existence to find out why we are here
Being conscious is a torment
The more we learn is the less we get

No one survives the whole, focus on things so small
But life's objective is to make it meaningful
Searching only for this, that which doesn't exist
Although our ability to relativize remains unclear

Being conscious is a torment
The more we learn is the less we get
Every answer contains a new quest
A quest to nor-existence, a journey with no end
I'm not afraid to die! I'm afraid to be
Alive without being aware of it
I'm so afraid to, I couldn't stand to
Waste all my energy in things that do not matter anymore

(Our future has already been written by us alone
But we don't grasp the meaning of our programmed course of life
We only fear what comes and smell death every day
Our future has already been wasted by us alone and we just let
It happen and do not worry at all
Our future has already been written by us alone
But we don't grasp the meaning of our programmed course of life
We only fear what comes and smell death every day
Search for the answers that lie beyond)

Being conscious is a torment
The more we learn is the less we get
Every answer contains a new quest
A quest to nor-existence, a journey with no end

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