Dear me,
I'm writing to you because I want to let you know how proud I am of you. Your willingness to keep going even through the worst is honestly admirable because no matter how dark it gets, even if there is no light, you still believe there to be one in the end. Your faith is unwavering. Day in and day out you show up for yourself and not just for yourself but for every past version of yourself, trying to heal their pain that makes you suffer until this day. They didn't get the love, affection and attention they needed but you decided to finally be there for them and give them, the love that they deserve. The love that you deserve. And I applaud you for that.
I know this journey isn't easy but you were made for it. It's a long and sometimes lonely road but this is bigger than you and you know it. This is not just for yourself, this is to heal your childhood trauma, your family lineage, and to share what you learn along the way to help heal the world. This is not just for you but also for your future family, because you won't just build a house, you'll give them a loving home. A home where you won't yell, but communicate. A home where everybody can freely express themselves and become who they're supposed to be. A home where everybody is welcomed with open arms. A home where you always find someone to listen and care, so you don't feel like you need to carry your emotions inside. The kind of home that even makes your kids friends feel at home. A home full of love. A home that you didn't have until this day.
I am proud of you for looking for your answers no matter how deeply hidden they seem to be. And I am proud of you for being gentle with yourself and doing this at your pace. There are days where all you can do is get out of bed and make some tea and I am proud of you for getting even through those and trying again the next day. I am proud of you when you cry, because you're not afraid to feel your feelings and do whatever to heal what hurt you. You'll connect the dots and finish the puzzle eventually. It'll all make sense.
You're doing great kiddo.
And you'll be doing even greater soon.
Whatever you do, don't give up and always keep going even if you have to crawl.
I believe in you.
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